Post #1225985

i actually really want to be fucking used rn, and not in a gentle way. and like, i kinda dont want to consent. not in like, a cnc way, i dont want a discussion about it, but like, i'd be okay with certain ppl just fucking me despite protests and using me however they please and just taking everything i have to offer and i kinda get thoughts like this a lot and idk i dont think its normal and probably not super great to have thoughts like that but i lowkey feel a lot of times that i should just be a fucktoy for whoever wants to use me and there shouldn't have to be a prior conversation and even if i like safeword it just keeps going idk i dont fucking know what im actually talking about