Post #1157348

brains with trauma can be such jerks. a friend mentioned an upcoming celebration in another city, stated in general that they were going to drink alcohol + that maybe lunch there the next day could be nice. i'm probably going to be there for a good chunk of that, and their words were so similar to what my toxic ex used to say, that what my brain heard was: you're going to have to suffer through everyone being wasted and dangerous. my heart is racing. well, thanks.