@FF777@shitposter.world Under no circumstances I will tell or encourage a person in a hopeless situation to give up. I never desired to have my age which is older then yours. I have no family and just 1 friend for my weed strictly said and another that is tired of his life as well, I have mental disorder and CPTS and COPD. Yes I drink, which is a slow death, mostly at the rate I do it from early mornings, medication does not help I want out as well. I never had my family , my dad had a life sentence before I was born and my mom rejected me , my uncle pushed cigarettes on me handpalm when since childhood and I live it alone since my 18 many times homeless, prison twice and many years, 2 home fires, an attempt to kill me and life is just shit for me wondering why I keep on. But I maintain my crib at least if I die it would be due to alcohol in time and so be it but accelerating things that drastic is not a good way. You will leave a footprint amongst us all if you leave.