I feel I fucked up again Too much honesty from me Tends to anger others I retreat, I hide, I cry myself to sleep over love found and love lost I want to disappear It hurts too much to love Brain Body Heart Soul whispers You will never find love like that again Death is preferable REJECTION hurts WHY DID YOU SAY “I LOVE YOU” TO ME????!!!! And then snatch it away Did you lie to me?