Well, my "best friend" since I was 15 (39 now) tried to sleep with my partner (we're gay man, she is not) and I am absolutely beside myself. I am so upset my partner was put in that position. Im so mad at myself and her. And I feel like I never had a friend, just someone pining after me, she has been very vocal about crushing on me in our youth. Halloween is our favorite. And she tainted it. I am more angry than I can recall ever being. And just so deeply sad. The heaviness I feel is crushing. I know we can persevere but mother fucking holy shit I am so just sad I guess. I keep trying to give it a more specific word......but its just sad. I hope those who had fun had the most fun because thats what it is supposed to be. Happy Halloween everyone!